Downtown Rockland is foggy and smells like bait. The fog seeps into
the store and makes the waffle cones droop. Usually this is a pain in
the ass, but tonight I just find it funny. Laura looks up from the phone. Laura has perfectly tweezed eyebrows.
She has been talking to her boyfriend for ten minutes now; her boyfriend
is a lobsterman. I shrug my shoulders and lean over to turn off the oven, Its
dead in here," I mumble. "Lets close early. For once she agrees with me. She wants to get home and cook dinner
for her boyfriend. Its times like these Im almost jealous
of the simplicity of her life. Tonight I will go home to a pile of textbooks,
papers, pencils, and scholarship applications. Laura doesnt understand
why I wont just settle down with a nice lobsterman or even a prison
guard and start a family. Later Im turning the key in the lock and shes asking me
the same question she asks every night. Why dont you just stay around here, if you want to go to
college so bad the community college is only two towns over." I...I cant," I stammer. "Ive got to get
out. Get out of what? she asks, but I can already hear her sneakers
padding away from me on the pavement. Ive got to get out, shrieking now; Ive got to get
out of this wicked little town. My words are lost in the fog.
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