He laughs, too. "So here we are." "Yup. Here we are." "I had no idea this would happen." "Me neither." "When I got here and heard about you, I was scared." "Because?" "You know why," he smiles, ". . . because whether I
put up my wall or not, you'd figure me out. Which means you've got a
choice, I guess." His eyes show a momentary cloud of sadness. "I wouldn't do that." "You could. But even if you didn't tell, I'm finding out that
people here aren't dumb. Someone might puzzle it out especially
the medical team. I can morph, but I can't change the genetic basics.
No, somebody's sure to figure it out." He looks at her, "And
you could easily blow the whistle and I'd have to be outta here. They'd
believe you-they love you-they trust you talent." "Only because they see me use it like a parlor trick. Read me.
Go in. You can see. I wouldn't do that to you. Besides, if I did say
anything, I'd be right back where I started. Think about it. If I'd
say, 'You see that guy Todd over there? Yeah, that one at the end of
the counter. Well, guess what? He's really a creature from outer space.
There's no mistake' imagine what a mess I'd create. If they wanted
evidence, they could scour your living quarters for DNA and probably
find I was telling the truth. Then what? O, you could escape
go the way you came but I'd be called on again and again. Can't
you see them? 'Hey, Sylvie, see that eccentric dude over there? Any
vibes from him?' I'm not gonna be a part of any more witch hunts
because, trust me, people living like us in such close quarters would
fall into that trap all too easily. Salem U.S.A. all over again."
She finds tears rolling down her face. "You see? I can't tell on
you not just because I think you're a nice guy but because
I don't want to go through being forced to use my so-called gift in
ways that I don't want to. That's over with. Done. Finished. I just
wanna be Sylvie a happy gal who makes others happy, too." She catches her breath, the old feelings pouring through, while Todd
gets up and kneels in front of her. "You are remarkable."
It's an announcement of fact. A revelation. She stops crying and looks deeply, a scene right out of a story: "Really?" "Really." "And you're sad because . . ." ". . . because if you know someone's catching on to who you really
are, you'll have to move. There's no rest for you-just always moving
along. I can stay here because I'm human-like the rest of them. And
they know I don't use my talents inappropriately-as far as anyone knows,
I only have a knack for plumbing the depths of their culinary habits.
But you? If you're found out here at Sedna, you know what'll happen?
A panic. You'd have to leave." Suddenly fear spikes through him: "And maybe you, too." She raises an eyebrow. "Even if you don't tell on me, if they figure out who I am on their own, you could still get dragged into this. Gods, why didn't I think of that? Can't you hear it? 'Maybe Todd isn't the only one. Maybe there are others like him. Hey,
let's ask Sylvie; she can help us. If she can figure who wants spaghetti,
she might figure who's not one of us'." They look at each other, exploring their feelings in the silence. The door glides open and Todd rises quickly. In bounce a couple of
techies engrossed in conversation. Seeing Sylvie and Todd, they just
say "Hi" and move over to a desk to start accessing some lab
data. "Well, I've gotta run," Todd says and walks briskly through
the door. Sylvie sits, a bit dumbstruck for a few moments, and then shakes it
off. "He can't go just like that." She slips into the corridor, but he's nowhere to be seen, so she delves
into her psyche. Sensing his thought trail, she detects him: "The
hanger." She takes a series of elevators to the landing port, a cavernous chamber
a klick below the surface where an iris opening allows spacecraft to
exit from or enter into the icy void beyond. The chamber is filled with
a wide array of craft, from shuttles to small barges, sundry crews fussing
over engines, polishing exteriors, or adjusting wings. He's here somewhere. She picks up more of his energy trail. "Paint? He's going as paint?" She walks over to one of the shuttles. A lone workman squats on one
of the wings, busily buffing. "Hey, Sylvie, what's up? What brings you to Space Land?" "O, just taking a walk before the dinner rush." Then she
realizes who it is. "Whatcha think," he asks, pointing to the highly polished
surface, "shines like a star, don't it?" He smiles proudly. "Sure does. A beauty." But not as beautiful as you. The crewman winks. They converse "inside." Todd, what the hell are you up to? I figured I could blend in as crew. And you're gonna morph into the painted wing logo on a shuttle? Why not? Paint? Please! You're better than that. She smiles. "Well, gotta get back to work. See ya Sylvie. Thanks for the visit."
That's it? You're gone? Afraid so, kiddo. I'll . . . I'll miss you too. Kindred spirits. And isn't that nice to know? You're not alone in this big galaxy any
more. How cool is that? Todd smiles at her and climbs over to the backside
of the shuttle. She walks around, but, as she suspects, he's gone. Just
the colorful paints of the United Planets logo centered on the shining
surface of the fuselage. Others working on nearby craft, concentrating
on their own work and conversations, don't seem to notice that someone's
come and gone. "Todd?" She calls out quietly, but there's no answer. She stands there in the middle of the hanger amid all the whirl of
activity feeling momentarily abandoned, but then the comforting
ablution of not being so alone anymore. So she does something she hasn't done in years-she goes to the observation
deck on the surface and watches the shuttles and barges take off and
land. A few others are there, too, mainly parents with kids. Kids love
this stuff, space travel a novelty to many since most were born here
and have never been off-world. Could it be? Was that "Goodbye? Miss you? Thank you? See you again someday?" She likes to think so. Back in the Canteen for dinner, Sylvie greets the first guests, a nice
couple from D Level. "So what'll it be for supper?" they ask. "No," Sylvie says, "you tell me for a change." "Not playing tonight?" "If I decide to retire my crystal ball will you still love
me in the morning?" They laugh, "Sylvie, we love ya, crystal ball or not." "Good to know." Not alone, indeed. And for the first time anyone can remember, she pulls out her PalmPad
and gets ready to take down an order, smiling as brightly as any star.
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